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  <title>     ........</title>
  <subtitle>girl afraid</subtitle>
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    <name>girl afraid</name>
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  <updated>2006-07-30T10:58:21Z</updated>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-07-30T13:57:00</title>
    <published>2006-07-30T10:57:54Z</published>
    <updated>2006-07-30T10:58:21Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/etreal.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:113143</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-07-08T20:06:00</title>
    <published>2006-07-08T17:07:08Z</published>
    <updated>2006-07-08T17:07:51Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tout devient merveilleux avec toi&lt;br /&gt;avant ton arrivée&lt;br /&gt;je me sentais seule&lt;br /&gt;seule à pleurer&lt;br /&gt;mais depuis que tu est là&lt;br /&gt;plus jamais&lt;br /&gt;je n'ai connu ce centiment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-06-11T19:20:00</title>
    <published>2006-06-11T16:21:12Z</published>
    <updated>2006-06-11T16:22:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/birds.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-05-23T12:32:00</title>
    <published>2006-05-23T09:32:55Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-23T09:34:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/perhonenn.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:106746</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-05-02T12:31:00</title>
    <published>2006-05-02T09:31:40Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-02T09:32:15Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/picture.gif"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:105427</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-04-07T15:00:00</title>
    <published>2006-04-07T12:00:19Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-07T12:00:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/secrettime.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;time for secrets again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;post a picture, a poem, a song.&lt;br /&gt;anything you like.&lt;br /&gt;please be anonymous.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-04-06T22:38:00</title>
    <published>2006-04-06T19:38:36Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-06T19:40:07Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/dollhouse.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:102482</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-03-17T19:09:00</title>
    <published>2006-03-17T17:10:13Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-17T17:10:54Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/lintuu.gif" border="0" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:102232</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-03-14T21:49:00</title>
    <published>2006-03-14T19:49:54Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-14T19:51:21Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the dream was always running ahead of me. &lt;br /&gt;to catch up, to live for a moment in unison&lt;br /&gt; with it, that was the miracle.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;anaïs nin&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:98318</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-02-13T10:30:00</title>
    <published>2006-02-13T08:32:53Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-13T08:33:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she puts the weights in to my little heart &lt;br /&gt;and she gets in my room and she takes apart&lt;br /&gt;she puts the weights into my little heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's in the way that she walks, &lt;br /&gt;her heaven is never enough&lt;br /&gt;she puts the weights in my heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;she puts the weights into my little heart.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:93884</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-01-19T21:23:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-19T18:43:57Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-19T19:21:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/anais.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:93245</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2006-01-16T11:19:00</title>
    <published>2006-01-16T09:24:14Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-18T10:06:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/frida.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/frida2.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i fell into the beauty of another&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:91061</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-12-05T22:50:00</title>
    <published>2005-12-05T20:50:41Z</published>
    <updated>2005-12-05T20:53:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/changeher.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:90307</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-11-27T11:22:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-27T11:24:01Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-27T11:26:01Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am tired, i am weary&lt;br /&gt;i could sleep for a thousand years&lt;br /&gt;a thousand dreams that would awake me &lt;br /&gt;different colors made of tears&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:89285</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-11-22T18:03:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-22T16:05:34Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-22T16:05:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;beautiful word, 1962&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i could see the world as if i had&lt;br /&gt;a curtain in front of my eyes,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;rené magritte&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:86356</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-11-08T16:35:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-08T14:35:48Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-08T14:38:01Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;" in the world of the dreamer there was solitude: all the exaltations and joys came in the moment of preparation for living. they took place in solitude. but with action came anxiety, and the sense of insuperable effort made to match the dream, and with it came weariness, discouragement, and the flight into solitude again. and then in solitude, in the opium den of remembrance, the possibility of pleasure again. "&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;anais nin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-11-06T01:42:00</title>
    <published>2005-11-06T09:42:53Z</published>
    <updated>2005-11-06T09:42:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/lilian.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:82591</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-10-05T15:59:00</title>
    <published>2005-10-05T12:59:32Z</published>
    <updated>2005-10-05T13:07:15Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;like a shape of a heart,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;an apple&lt;br /&gt;a cherry&lt;br /&gt;a petal&lt;br /&gt;and a seashell i once found&lt;br /&gt;almost like a real heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:81884</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-09-26T20:15:00</title>
    <published>2005-09-26T17:18:28Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-26T17:22:48Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;your secret love,&lt;br /&gt;this moment&lt;br /&gt;only a memory&lt;br /&gt;or a dream&lt;br /&gt;but please tell&lt;br /&gt;no need to reveal who you are&lt;br /&gt;but i'll cherish it and never forget.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:amadria:81164</id>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-09-22T11:04:00</title>
    <published>2005-09-22T08:05:01Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-22T08:06:07Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;center&gt;if i could see her every day,&lt;br /&gt;how happy i could be&lt;br /&gt;only if i saw her&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-09-06T23:10:00</title>
    <published>2005-09-06T20:11:02Z</published>
    <updated>2005-09-06T20:11:02Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they sail light, ocean&lt;br /&gt;sail this night, ocean&lt;br /&gt;filling my sleep so gently&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just let it take you&lt;br /&gt;just let it steer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they sail light, ocean&lt;br /&gt;sail this night, ocean&lt;br /&gt;shimmer like gold,&lt;br /&gt;they're singing&lt;br /&gt;filling my sleep so gently&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-08-21T23:35:00</title>
    <published>2005-08-21T20:35:37Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-21T20:36:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/antoo.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-08-20T19:09:00</title>
    <published>2005-08-20T16:09:42Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-20T16:10:36Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;" i wouldn't cry but i would hold the tears inside myself. "&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-08-10T20:01:00</title>
    <published>2005-08-10T19:42:40Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-10T19:44:18Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;every girl sees dreams&lt;br /&gt;and when they wake up at night&lt;br /&gt;without knowing how to feel&lt;br /&gt;they close their eyes again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>amadria @ 2005-08-10T21:22:00</title>
    <published>2005-08-10T18:23:04Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-10T18:24:28Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v490/gelsomiina/marlene.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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